Self War

from Chemtrail Depression by 5 Watts

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Why'd you become so abated?
One more loss, count it
Why can't you be more elated?
About more than one thing

You cannot be the one that I see
Staring back through a glass wall at me
Reflecting vast and an obvious despondency
And it can't be separated
From having just one more drink...

When all your actions are better medicated
Oh, no, when all your actions are better medicated
And you soar and don't know what it means to be satiated
Oh, no no, when all your actions are better medicated

You war with yourself now
You war with yourself
You war with yourself now
And of all these things you'd wanna see burning in effigy
You can't erase your mind now, can ya?
So you war with yourself now

You war with yourself
And it brings you down, brings you down, brings you down, brings you down

Why can't you be less related?
With why I've gone away

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from Chemtrail Depression, released December 20, 2019

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5 Watts Akron, Ohio

5 Watts was formed in a basement in Akron, Ohio back in 2008 by a couple of dudes looking to just create some music. Now a solo project, singer Casey Brown keeps going to make music just for the joy of it.

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